I had been honest before.
It didn’t work,
Even though I was asked
To speak freely.
I learned, well.
Now I am silent.
I speak only words
That are acceptable,
That won’t attract questions.
I smile when I need to,
Sometimes I even sing.
Faking happy.
With my silence.
My silent cries,
My silent prayers,
My silent wishes.
My silent anger,
My silent frustration.
I don’t say love,
Because I don’t know love.
It isn’t there.
I lied.
Now I am silent.
I will never say
Those words
To you
Again.
Not until I am sure
They are true.
I’m sorry I was honest.
I probably should have known
That you didn’t honestly
Want me to be.
Well now I am silent.
You won’t hear
Anything else
From me.
http://dailypost.wordpress.com/2014/02/17/the-sound-of-silence/
Love the shape and structure of the poem
:) thank you