I don’t know if it was noticeable or not (maybe nothing really changed and my mind is messed up) but I haven’t been doing much blogging lately. I’ve just put up some stuff so as to not make it seem that I’ve completely abandoned my blog.
There are reasons for this.
Firstly, most of my blogging is usually done at work. At work, I used to have a lot of free time, and it so happened that most of that time was spent sitting in front of a computer. Therefore, I used to blog and write poetry like there was tomorrow, until it was time for me to go home. Things change however, and change they have. Recently, the staff at the library (where I work) have decided that library assistants (that’s me) are no longer going to spending almost all their time at work sitting down doing nothing. Darn it. Now we all have tasks to occupy our work time and apparently the entire library is going to be reformed, I think. Because of this, I no longer have time to sit and blog or write poetry. Poetry pretty much took a back seat after NaPoWriMo anyway. I’m not trying to write it anymore. I’m back to my old way of just letting it come to me or writing when I need emotional release. No more one-a-day.
The second reason for my slump in posting is that I’m lazy. Always have been. While I don’t have time to blog at work, I certainly have time at home since I’m not currently a student and I only have this one part-time job. I have time, trust me. The thing is I spend that time sleeping and watching drama episodes. When necessary, I go to the bathroom or eat, but that’s about it. Oh and there’s cooking and laundry and occasional cleaning that I can’t seem to avoid. I have been writing then. I’ve written several poems. I’ve also thought of putting them up, but I haven’t because I’m too lazy to go to my blog and type them out. I haven’t even written them in my book where I put all my finished poems. They’re all scattered throughout my journal in between my journal entries. I’m just not in the mood.
So there. I’m not dead. Nor am I sick. I’m just lazy, and really immersed in the world of Korean dramas. Oh and can you guess where I am right now? Yup. Work. When I get home I’m going be watching a drama episode; either Angel Eyes or Can You hear My Heart because for some reason episode six of Roommate still isn’t available with English subtitles yet (I just checked). I really don’t know why this is happening to me.