Mind Pictures

I don’t want to be honest
Really.

Just thinking about it hurts.

Watching it form,
From the corners of my mind,
Different lines
Linking themselves together.
Making something
Substantial.

I don’t want to see it.

I shut it down
Before something
Material appears.

I don’t want to see it.

I know some of it,
And the little I know hurts
Already.

What if I see the whole thing?
Will I be able to take it?
I don’t know if I want to find out.

Just leave it where it is.

I don’t want to see it.

Leave it where it is.