Sometimes  I decide to live,
and then I do.
For about three minutes.
Then something distracts me
like pain, or frustration,
or past,
and I forget
my resolution and lie
back in my darkness.
When I awake, I’m annoyed.
It was the same recurring dream.
I’m getting sick of it.
But I keep missing it,
and I watch it
over and over again
like it’s my favourite movie.

It’s getting old,
and so am I.

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