I’m getting sleepy now, but I’m fighting it, like every other night. I am very aware that my alarm is going to go off at six in the morning, but I’m trying not to care. I don’t really. I just know that I’m going to have kind of a long day and it would be great if I didn’t have to try hard to stay awake the whole time. Living for now isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. If I lived for now, every second of my life, I wouldn’t live at all.